From living in a house full of happiness, noise and kids, suddenly I'm on my own. Initially I was terrified but I came to realize that it's just a change in perspective and suddenly what was a trauma became a bit of a blessing. Now I enjoy being alone and this song is just how it feels ..... together with a few other contradictions in life. It's a slow jazz ballad I'd been thinking about for months but it all came together during the days I was recording the Lifetimes album. So we added it at the last minute.